Song of the Day


Wednesday, December 7, 2011

哎。。

嘴里说“哎呀我不管你们啦”,可是其实什么都要管。
跟我们说“你自己决定”,其实什么都要帮我决定。。。
我。。
好。。。
累。。。。
:( 
为什么回家后会觉得更累?
妈妈给的压力,慢慢地一层层压在我身上。
才回家两天,就已经被她安排好做这个做那个。。
原本说过想在吉隆坡找工,她也说ok,
可是自己已经在槟城帮我安排了工作。。
我真的很纳闷阿!!!
不想被她牵着走,可是不走她又不开心。。
어떻게~!!
迟早有一天我一定会爆发的。。
等着瞧。。><

Sunday, December 4, 2011

:)

heheheh :D wat are u guys doing at the moment?
im having tea with a special someone ^^
<3

Thursday, December 1, 2011

So long, farewell.

im so sad..
feeling so heavy to leave melbourne.
2 more days and i'm off, back to malaysia.
Although still got 2 more nights, but i'm so emotional tonight,
looking back those photos and the people i've met and places i've been within these 3 years in melbourne,
tears cant stop rolling down my cheek.
:'(
i hate separation.
i hate parting.
i hate goodbyes.
i always had to do so since i was young.
biding goodbye with friends and family,
meeting new friends and getting close to them,
and then its another goodbye and farewell.
the friends i've made here, the people i've met,
friends that walk me through rough times,
people that taught me lessons of life,
now i have to bid farewell to them again,
and start a new life at home,
saying hi to friends that once were close and now have become stranger.
Who knows when will we meet again?
all that's left to keep,
are photos in my camera,
pictures in my mind,
and feelings in my heart.
i hope they too will keep those memory of me in their heart,
and someday years and years later,
when we finally meet again,
we'll tell each other how much we missed each other.
ok, i have to stop now.
have to stop the tears :'(
so long my friends.








i will miss u so so much.

Saturday, November 26, 2011

my room

wanna see how messy my room was??










i had to pack those boxes and send them back..

omg finally sent them 2 days ago..









wanna see how clean my room is now??













hehe i mean..MESSY!! 

sent my boxes, now im packing my luggages..

hahahhaha!! my room is a mess XD























keke :P










korean food

yesterday my friend came over to my place, and we cooked lunch together. 
we went out to buy some groceries, didn't know wat to cook or wat to eat, 
so we walked around and ended up at a korean grocery shop, 
and decided to cook korean food :D 


what are we gonna cook??
Tapokki!! 
(Spicy Rice Cake) 








and also kimchi soup, 
but she wanted to eat korean dumplings as well..
so we added into the soup.

in the end we steamed some korean dumplings as well.
yum yum!! we ate soooo much!! 






Wednesday, November 23, 2011

dreams? nightmares?

i woke up 3 times last night and fell back asleep,
i had 3 different dreams the whole night. lol..
there were many ppl in my dreams..
including a puppy hahaha..
the first one was like nightmare..
i dreamed that i was pregnant LOL..
and my mom's mad at me.
the second one was abt a friend who became rich.
the third one was me sleeping hugging a puppy on my bed ^^
but then the dog pointed to somewhere beside my bed n said something..
creeped me out T__T hate it.

but seriously..how can u hav 3 different dreams in 1 night??
haih..

Monday, November 21, 2011

next friday!!

hehe.. i can now officially say that im going back, NEXT FRIDAY!!
woohooo...
been waiting last night to post this, cuz if i update my blog last night (Sunday),
i'll have to say "the Friday after next week" or "2 weeks from now".
haha and if i post today (monday) it'll officially be just "Next Friday" :D
cuz it seems soo close keke.
haih my room..im lazy to pack d la..sien :(
help me!!!!!!!
i miss going to grandma's house.
i already can hear my uncle's wife's laughter.
she very sayang me de..although she doesnt say it, hehe.
last time when i went back, my uncle brought out his wedding dinner video,
that was like many years ago, that time i was still in kindergarten.
hahahaa.. last time de hairstyle was so epic XD
but his wife so pretty.
my cousin said "wahh my mom last time so pretty ahh" LOL..
means now... :x
^__^ asahh! going bak going bakk..yeahhhhh :D

Friday, November 18, 2011

new song

addicted to Baek Ji Young these days..
especially her song "That Woman" woo.. so nice :)
hope u like it too.
ENJOY!

^__^

are u excited?
I AMM!!!!
i only have 2 weeks left..
exactly 2 weeks left. hehe.
i just finished packing those boxes that will be sent home by Monday.
wonder how much i'll hav to use here.. :(  should be around 200 dollars , haih.
i have to pay almost 300 for my landlord for bills n everything.
and also i just got a letter, i got fined by train inspector, 180 dollars.. T___T
SHIIITTT....im so broke now.
was thinking of buying some clothes before i go back.
now i hav to wait and see how much money i have left :(
SAD huhuhuhu...but still, excited!! hehe.  ^__^

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

huai ren..

huai ren sick d..no more huai ren for now..only got 生病的 huai ren, huhuhuhu.. so kelian..

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

i had a dream

i had a dream last nite..
hehe it was a very nice dream, but i dun think vincent wants to hear this. hahaha.
i dreamed of Lee Seung Gi again!!!! XD
this is the 2nd time. and this time together with Lee Seung Gi, Uhm Tae Woong was in my dream too!!
woohoo :P 2 korean handsome actors in my dream at the same time, hhahaha..
it was awesome..but dun remember wat the dream was abt. hehe.
:D

Sunday, November 13, 2011

wohoo

pack pack pack~~~~ packingg!! 
2 and a half more weeks left till i go home!! 
i've been packing since a couple of weeks ago.
pack here pack there, packing everywhere! :P 
erm not really :P i just pulled out things that need to be packed, and put the empty boxes beside them, 
and leave them there on the floor hahaha.. soo lazy to pack, til today.
i packed 3 boxes man!!! 
they are all small boxes.
but i think it'll cost a lot to send back T-T
i need to know their weight before i send them, so i can calculate around how much i need to spend here.
^__^ excited!! hehe..

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

dear Mr.S

muaackkss :P hehe...












大坏人!blek!

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

clumsy me..

knocked myself on my head and my eye 2 or 3 days ago..
i was trying to open the closet, but mayb i opened it too hard, the closet door slammed into my face..
T__T soo painful, almost broke my glasses. i think my glasses "senget" already bcoz of that.
now the upper bone of my left eye still hurts.. a bit swollen d my left eye, u can see my eye lid suddenly become thick haha.. stupid me.
still hurts now :(

T__T

 i woke up in shock today.
Kelvin called me, thats why i woke up to pick up his call.
and was shock to see that it was 2.30pm!!!
I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO YUM CHA AT 11.30am!!!!!!!!
so i answered the phone and gave a loud "OMG" to Kelvin..
and he said "you still sleeping?!" 
yeah i was T__T
and he said "we just finish eating half an hour ago"
i wanted to cry out d..
how can i miss something that i've been waiting for such a long time!!
i cant believe i missed yum cha!!
but that goodness they all ate.. 
if they waited for me til 2 something, i'll feel super guilty.


Couldn't sleep last night.. i only fell asleep at 8 something this morning. 
And my phone was on silent. 
Maybe it's because i only fell asleep a couple of hours before they called, 
i was sooo deeply asleep that time. and my phone was on silent, i didn't hear it vibrate at all!!
12 missed calls and 12 messages..i didn't hear them all!!
I tried to call my darling and cuz i heard frm kelvin that she's grocery shopping near my house with her bf..
so i called her and left her a message..and apologize for not making to yum cha.
she din pick up or reply.
so i asked my other fren who was with her to ask her to chek her phone.
and still she din reply.
haih...T__T my darling dump me d...
since she got bf now.. she never hang out alone with me d.
asked her out yesterday, she said she's busy. so i tot she had work, didn't dare to disturb her..
and then she asked me to go out on wednesday(today), she asked me last week. but then she said she's not very sure if she's free, but will confirm with me again. so i waited and waited.. til now she din say a word abt hanging out.. then i found out that she didnt have work yesterday , she was out with bf whole day yesterday.. i understand that she wanna go "pak toh" with bf.. so i din say anything.. but then i found out again that today she dun need to work..i was a bit sad loh..she din even think of me, i guess she's reserving today for her bf as well.. :( so sad. 
last time before they got together, she'd always hang out with me, wont go anywhere without me..
now? she's going everywhere without me.. T___T 
YeeMin went back to malaysia.. now my darling also dump me, now only left the girl who lives very far away frm me..but she cant always hang out too. suddenly feel very lonely all of the sudden.. feeling lonely all over again. haih...


and i still cant believe i missed yum cha T__T

Monday, October 31, 2011

exam's over!!

yeaaahh~~~~ i finished my exam!!
had 2 exams today.. both were hard subjects for me,
but i stayed up many nights to study..
and the first exam wasn't too bad, i know most of the answers and i wrote a lot on that paper.. haha.
the second one... T_T i dont really know how to do.. but i think my assignment will help pull up the marks
for this exam.. since i think i did good on the assignment.
will go get my assginemnt end of this week. PRAY HARD!!
sigh.
First year when i came here, i got all HD(high distinction) and DI (distinction) for all subjects.
Second year first semester mostly DI and CR(credit) and 1 HD.
Second year second semester though.. i got Credit and P(pass)... and 1 fail :(
Third year first semester, i got all P (pass), then now im repeating my failed subjects, i hope i can pass this time.
my grades got worse and worse :(
used to kind of 'compete' with another asian girl.. always aim for HD and DI, but now as long as i pass im happy. first 2 years, my results were top in class. 2nd year 2nd semester everything changed though.
but after that i tried to catch up.
the subjects got harder and harder..and i start to wonder to myself if im that stupid.
why cant i understand what others can? is it because of english since the rest of the class are all local Australians.
i wanted to get a tutor to teach me after class, but it costs like 30 dollars an hour..and i dun wanna spend the money, so i tried to get help from classmates, haha, turns out the one who did assignment with me wasn't very good too. but at least a bit better than me. but i stick with her because she's a nice girl, not like others.
sometimes they can be quite racist u know..
sigh..what to do. that's life. You have Ups, you will sure have Downs.
you can't always be at the best all the time.
haha i remember Jan told me that i'm the type of person who puts a lot of effort in one thing,
but the results will always be not as good. i guess so.
my assignemnts.. is basically a FAIL.
i suck at essays. and citations. and finding musical examples.
even if i think i did great..the results will always just linger between fail and pass...it wont go further.
so this semester i got help from a classmate, and we did our assignments together. i hope it turns out good.
good luck!! fighting!!

Now i can start packing, hehehe!

Monday, October 24, 2011

the moon


really like this pic. we should do this sometime.

12星座最好的妻子排名(hahaha)


12星座最好的妻子排名



第四名

狮子座

高贵、开朗又耀眼的她

真的很吸引人

但是那股属于皇室的傲气

却让很多仰慕者望之却步

其实

在高傲的外表下

她藏着的是一颗单纯又多愁善感的心

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

The first four words you see..


my first four words are:
Naive
Patient
Elegant 
Sweet

lol.
What's yours??

Karaoke session


Went karaoke-ing yesterday, the whole afternoon from 1-6pm, hahaha, it was fun ^^ 
I chose Lee Seung Gi's song and my friend saw him and she screamed!! 
""AARRGHHH he's so cute!!" of coz lar~~~ :P 
we didn't take any photo tho, only took it after it hahaha. 


After that we walked around the city, and walked into a korean grocery shop.
OMG i saw the green canned soft drinks from the drama "My Girlfriend is a Gumiho", 
and i bought it!!! hehehe~~~ 
see see see~~!! this is the one! :D hehhee..

wahahhahahhaa ♥ 

I'm so crazy about korean dramas and Lee Seung Gi!! 
I CANNOT WATCH KOREAN DRAMA or look at Lee Seung Gi, I'll go so crazy about them!! 
I have to stay away from them~! aarrghh!!!
I'm losing my mind!! 
oh wait, 
Lee Seung Gi got one song called Losing My Mind too. 
wahahahahaha!! ♥♥♥





Monday, October 17, 2011

呵呵

last nite was silly..sorry.. :P
只是偶尔不开心时想让你哄哄我。。
我真的没有生气。
^^

hehe..

im suddenly craving for cakes~~!!
craving for Taro cakes!!
never knew yam would be so nice hehe..
i had it during my birthday and i'm forever craving for it now!! XD

Mmmmm...

Yyyuuuummm~~ ma si so~

^^

*like!*

Sunday, October 16, 2011

呜呜呜呜。。。

他说我是懒人。。T___T
原本没有很好的心情马上便更糟。。

Saturday, October 15, 2011

十月十五号

这两天不知道为什么有点忧郁的感觉。。
带点伤感,带点莫名的心痛。
人家说一个人的心情会随着月亮而改变。
特别是在月圆的时候(还有大姨妈要来之前,呵呵),会特别伤感。
今晚一直听伤心的歌曲。最近看了“我的女友是九尾狐”,里面有很多好听的歌,
我都下载了,可是都是伤感的歌,今晚也不例外的一直听。

刚才看了一看日历,还有一个月又十五天就到十二月了。。
原本应该很兴奋的我,把一些必须做的事情写在日历上,又算一算,
发现剩下的时间不多。。要离开墨尔本了。。突然伤感了起来。
在这里三年了。。这里是让我独立和练习习惯一个人的地方。
在这里经历的事情,伤心的比开心的多。。
每一个地方都有让我逃避烦恼和泪水的回忆。
当然也有开心的回忆,这些回忆我永远都不会忘记。
它们是让我成长的重要的一部分。
找一天一定要去回一些已经很久没有去的地方拍拍照,
去见一些很久不见的人,跟他们说再见。
不知道什么时候才有机会再回来了。。

刚才在FB看到了一些朋友生日的照片。
昨天是她的生日,拍了一些照放上FB。
生日蛋糕是朋友给她的惊喜,
特地跑去买给她的。
上个礼拜去另一个朋友的生日party, 
他请了很多朋友来,
可是生日蛋糕也是人家买来给他的。
再想想我的生日party..
什么都要自己准备,
连生日蛋糕也是自己买的。
想起就伤心。:(
明年的生日会是怎样的呢?
去年的很开心,朋友会帮我买我喜欢的口味的蛋糕。
好想念他们哦。。
那时在家开party..妈妈还帮我煮东西,呜呜呜我想妈妈。。
其实我不是在意蛋糕是不是我自己买,
只是一想到这个,就会发现原来身边其实没有几个知心的朋友。。
现在才开始慢慢跟两三个女生很要好,又要分开了。
唉~

今天心情很糟。。可是哭不出来。。
这两天一直做恶梦,梦到的都是伤心或则灾难的东西。
甚至有一次在梦里哭到撕心裂肺,醒来发现脸上真的有泪水。。
昨晚梦到地震,我跟一堆朋友一起去Genting玩,住在hotel,结果hotel倒了。
我快疯了。我现在根本不想睡,因为不知道又会梦到什么东西。
我只想快点回家,家才有安全感。

今天心情很糟。。希望有个人陪陪我。T__T

Friday, October 14, 2011

My Girlfriend is a Gumiho

I love the drama so much!! OMG the last episode made me used so much tissue, cried like shit T__T
It's a story about a man who fell in love with a nine-tailed-fox(in a human form).
If you haven't watch it, YOU SHOULD!!!
see the actress so pretty !!
Lee Seung Gi + Shin Min Ah

Lee Seung Gi don't cry~~~~ 

LOVE HER!! 

Gumiho~~!  I like gumiho's tails hehe~

AAHHH~~!! *melt*

so sweet ^^




go watch!! im so in love with this drama. hehe. 


Thursday, October 13, 2011

drama-ing

I'm so busy trying to finish the drama i'm in love with at the moment..
Its a Korean drama called "My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho" or "My Girlfriend Is A Nine-Tailed-Fox"
IM SOOO IN LOVE WITH IT!!!
it was out last year but i didn't have the time to watch till now.
LEE SEUNG GI and SHIN MIN AH... perfect match!
so in love with lee seung gi hehehe.. dun get jealous k xD
I'll update more stuff once im done with this drama. hohohoho its so addictive.
I've updated my current favorite song, it's one of the soundtracks from the drama hahah!!
hope u like it. :)

Monday, October 10, 2011

嘻嘻

我们常听人家说“年龄不是问题”,今天从我朋友那里听到完整的,他说,当你遇到真爱的时候,


身高,不是距离。
体重,不是压力。
年龄,不是问题。


体重不是压力啊!!赞!呵呵 :P

Friday, October 7, 2011

saturday

woohhooo im so excited!! :D
tomororw going to the Tulip Festival!
It's the Irish weekend this weekend, so they will have all those Irish things.
I must bring my camera!! ^^
But i checked the weather for tomrrow, :( there's gonna be rain til late afternoon..
Hope the weather forecast is inacurrate, haahaha..
cuz they said that its gonna be storm today but not even a single drop of rain.. :P ehhehe..
After the tulip festival i'll be going to a friend's house for his birthday party.
i'll take nice n pretty pictures and upload them tomorow :D
stay tuned!!



after all the fun i'm gonna have to start working hard on my studies..
exam's next month!
fighting!

Thursday, October 6, 2011

写歌-ing

想写一首开心的歌,
可是怎么写来写去都写不到我想要的那种感觉。。:(
还是写伤感的歌曲比较有感觉。
啊啊啊我不要!!!
不管是英文还是中文歌,我都比较习惯写悲伤的。。
现在开始要试试看写开心的,活泼的。:)
加油!!

每天笑一笑,心情会更好~!

有一隻狼寶寶

一生下來不吃肉只吃素


它父母很擔心



結果一天



看到狼寶寶追一隻兔子

父母很欣慰


然后狼寶寶抓住兔子說:


把胡蘿蔔交出來!!!……

减肥~~

hahahah vincent sin~! xD

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

cute pics

argghh so cute!!! i want a pet :(

i wanna spend my christmas in KL.. but cant, cuz i have to attend a dinner that time :( 

Manja kitty.. hehehe!!


soooo cute!!! little baby ^^

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Sunny day

wohoooo its finally sunny and warm!!
it was so windy and rainy and even storm for days last week. 
Took these pics yesterday while i was waiting for the bus..hahaa.. 
I like sunny weather!!



love taking pics too :D

Le Sun!!


i really like Melbourne to be honest..
I'm happy that i'm going home soon, 
but feel sad leaving here too..
I really like the weather, the people, and the environment.
The houses, flowers and gardens everywhere~~ 
I'll come back for a visit when I have the chance.
:)