:/

im sitting here n a lot of things are going on inside my head...

i'm making myself sick.. i skip meals and when i finally eat, i feel like throwing up.
>_< and im feeling kinda down lately cuz i dun get much attention frm him.. in fact, NONE. kinda lonely here.. i started talking to myself. >_< i cried whole night last night.. i hate myself for being so weak. well i guess love is good when its right.. when its not, its hell. i stare at my laptop all the time.. n looked at my msn list. a lot of so called 'friends' are online, but no one talks to me. only those regular 'customers' of mine.. lol, those whom i always bug and annoy are the ones willing to chat with me. and i feel so sorry for them cuz they hav to talk to me again :P every single day. >_<
i'd like to apologize and thank these ppl for always being there for me to cheer me up when i needed someone :)

This may sound stupid.. but u guys make me feel better :) u may not know it.. but it helped in many ways ^___^ by juz replying.

To those whom i always bugged..
U know who u are :D dun need me to mention names hehe.
Muax!!