performance

As you know, i have to perform every single week, but with a different theme.
SO, this week, I have to perform Christmas Medley with my band, and we hav to play 4 songs.
So they told me wat r those songs, n im happy cuz i LOVE christmas songs :D
1. Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas
2. Santa Clauss Is Coming To Town
3. Jingle Bell Rock
4. Santa Baby

I LOVE those songs, and i know them well, except the last song.
I said ok, no comments, and i smiled happily :D
then i went to the library to download the "santa baby" song, cuz i dono the song,
wana learn it up, n i was so excited :D
Then, i found out, Damn, this is a sexy song... T___T i'll have to sound sexy n stuff, OMG!
They evil bunch!! no wonder they like this song!

LOL.. im so dead.

My late thursday

I went home after school yesterday, and i tried to cook dinner for myself, for the first time since i came here. Well i cooked instant noodles before but i dont take it as proper meals hahhaa..

So, didnt know wat to cook.. (cuz i didnt buy anything LOL) so i prepared myself burger n fried eggs. I chopped some cucumber, and took out 2 eggs, took out a bun, and some smoked chicken slices, and made myself a burger!! hehe.. u'r probably gonna say.. "wth? she cooked for herself, so wat?!" but man.. this is the first proper meal i made myself since i came here, it's self-made!!

i've been eating out for 2 months straight EVERY SINGLE DAY! imagine that! lol. somemore food here isnt cheap..

So yeah~~ this is the burger i made, and those are fried eggs by the side, u can hardly tell lol.
Dont comment on my cooking skills based on the look of the dish. XD



Later that night a friend frm Sabah.. (or Sarawak? :P ) came to my house n we did assignment together. We spent most of the time talking and laughing and gossiping, n spent so much time 'beautify-ing' our assignments, ppl used 1 hour to finish that assignment, we used...quite a long time. She came at 9 plus, n started discussing at 10, and we did until 4am.. hehe..

Then she figured she should go home n finish hers, cuz i need to sleep, and she left.

It was 4 plus. LOL.. in d morning :D

Wat a night.. :P

sorry guys..

Hey guys.. sorry i havent been online lately, cant really update my blog.
I will take some pics of my room and i'll post it up.. soon :P
I know some ppl go online every morning checking their bookmarks n reading stuff n my blog seems the same everyday.. but i'll update soon!! :D
Will try to get internet.. somehow.. n chat with u guys. Life is boring without u guys :D
Take care ppl!! XOXOXO

-viv-

internet internet internet~~~~

Im in the school library lol, sick of McD..
anyway. Yeah my landlady asked me to get my own connection, cuz they dont use it, and now i'm browsing and looking at broadband n stuff..
and those 64k/64k or watever.. >_< i dun understand!!
Called my frens for help, 1 dont know anything, 1 told me this and that but he's too far away cant help me, and the last one never answers my calls. Great. I need it for my assignment.
I wanted to buy prepaid mobile broadband, but its so expensive..
I.. NEED.. INTERNET...!!
I miss my frens.. i cant talk to anyone.. and im getting homesick again :S
haihz. anyway...i'll figure something out. i wont die. I WILL SURVIVE! (ya this is a song im gonna sing for one of my performances)

*yawns* hmmm...

im a survivor!

yup, im in McD again, and i survived thru the night!!!
I was right, u guys really ignored that 'call-me' part.. T___T
Nvm.. i had a boring night, i watched Spirited Away..again.. like.. the 150th time.. >_<
Slept early last night and woke up late today.
My back hurts like shit when i woke up this morning.. :(
I think im getting old.. :P
anyway. im going to the city to do some errands now, see u guys hopefullly.. soon..
bye~

my new place..

Today is a SUPER HOT day, i moved into my new house, everything seemed good until.. i sat down on bed, then only i realized, DAMN, no fan, no air-con. >_<
I saw the air-con 'hole' but i didnt ask my landlady to turn it on.
And then i wanted to use the internet, and asked her if they hav connection, cuz i couldnt see any wireless link, and she said "we dun hav wireless, but im planning to get one soon."
Sooooon?!! >_< How soon is soon?! I CANNOT live without internet! What am i gonna do tonite?! Juz stare at my laptop? How depressing T__T

I'm now in McD, haih....
Tonite gonna be so lonely cuz cant connect with u ppl..
so pls pls pls call me if u're bored lol, i understand its expensive but, i'll really appreaciate ur company! my number +61411344046 hehe.. i know it sounds crazy but call me!! :P
I have a feeling everyone's gonna ignore this part. LOL.

Haihz.. gtg now. i'll take some pics n post them up soon. And i'll come online tomoro morning again, i'll come to McD. AGAIN. Bye for now.

moving in 2 days..

I'm moving soon~~ :) this saturday morning.
And so i'm packing now. Rolled all my clothes like Swiss-roll and put them in the luggage. hehe :P
Packed halfway then suddenly wanted to write it down. I'm addicted to blogging already :( Thats no good. cuz now when i'm free i'll just come here n crap. >_< poor u readers gonna suffer, lol.
Now im sitting on the floor staring at my room, aww im gonna miss this room.
Spent my first 2 months here, i wont forget all the happy and sad moments in here.
U'll probably think "Wth, its just a room." But its not just a room, it's gonna be one of the important bits in my memory. And one day i'll look back and think, "Gee.. when i was in Aus, the first room i lived in...and the landlord..and the landlady..." I wont forget this room. hehe..
hmm.. anyway. gotta go bak n pack.
I WILL MISS U ROOMIE~~ BYE~~

a bunch of everything

Last night a guy added me on msn, n started chatting with me. i hav no idea who is he, i dont know this guy. At first i thought he's one of my schoolmates, but he's not. Then he started chatting with me. He said he's frm my facebook, but i dont recall his name appearing in my list, :P hahaa. Anyway, we chatted n he said he's frm Bangladesh, but went to Aus and now in Malaysia, n i said "really?? cool cuz im a Malaysian and now in Aus"
Then he asked which part of Aus, i told him Melbourne, n he said "ahh.. i miss Melbourne, used to study there." Vice versa, i asked him which part of Malaysia is he in, and he said Penang.
I said "Omg, i was in Penang, and came to Melbourne, and u are frm Melbourne, went to Penang." hahaha we both laughed and its so coincident. He was in Penang for abt 1 month only, and im in Melbourne for 2 months only, thats pretty odd. Anyway. just wanna share this odd incident. XD

I'm so screwed.. hehe. I'm sitting here writing blog, still got tons of homework waiting for me to do. I havent packed yet, moving in 2 days d.. >_< I'm so tired i dont know y.. came home just now slept straight for 3 hours, skipped dinner, hungry also didnt bother, kept sleeping hahaha.

Today im so happy :) i performed with my band in front of the whole course students. Never thought will get so many good feedbacks hehe. 2 of my friends wanted to join in to sing the harmony part for me, but 1 couldnt get her notes, and she was singing the highest part, so i said i'll take hers and i'll sing, then everyone was impressed, even the lecturer smiled :D cuz we harmonized the chorus part ourselves. ^___^
After i performed, i went bak to my seat, a guy just leaned forward n say "U rock Viv, awesome!" and showed me his fist and wanted me to punch back. XD FUNNY.. so not used to their type of 'high-five'. At the end of lesson, quite a few ppl come to me n say "wow u did great, awesome!" Awww.. they made my day!!

I HAVE TO GET BACK TO WORK!! bye for now.

hahahaa..

I went to school today, n i was telling my friend about the McDonalds incident.
I was halfway telling her abt this exciting 'give-me-2-dollars-or-im-gonna-kill-u!' scene, and a guy frm my class heard us, and he asked, "wait, is she frm America??"
Then i was confused, n said, "umm.. no? She's an Australian, y did u think she's frm America?"
And he said.. "well wats with the American accent?"
..... then i said.."oh, my bad.. its just probably my accent.. LOL" my fren laughed.
It's not the first time ppl telling me i got American accent.. and its just weird cuz i dont see any difference between American and Australian accent, they seem similar to me.

On my enrolment day, this admin asked me, "Where are u frm? You have a beautiful accent, i love hearing u when u speak." And i said "oh really? im frm Malaysia :D "
And she said "Really? But u got an American accent.." XD hehe

On my second day of school, 1 guy asked if i'm frm America XD HAHAHA.. i said.. "no? im frm Malaysia.." and he said "oh thats weird, u got an American accent.."
I wonder where i picked up my American accent?
Utahloy International School? or Uplands International School? hmm..
I can speak but my vocabulary stinks!! I saw Victor's blog, OMG his blog is filled with hard vocabs, i had to look up words while reading his blog.. im just gonna ask him to teach me hahahha.

I went around checking ppl's age..cuz some seem older or around same age as me, >< they tricked me with their looks. hahaha. This guy who looks like 21 to me, he's 19. This other guy who looks 20 to me, he's 18.. and that guy who looks 20 to me, he's 27.. i mean, WTH!

I was talking to a couple of my bandmates today, n the guys talked abt the girls they dated and stuff. Then A asked B, "Do u have a lover?" and B replied, "What lover? u mean a girlfriend? or a sex partner?" i was like... o_O but juz kept quiet.
Then i asked them for their age, and one was 19, one was 18, and they asked me back, i said 20, and they both had the same reaction "Really??? Are u really 20? cuz u seem younger than ur age, like..18"
WHOA first time ppl say i look younger than my age HAHAHA..
I remember ppl in Malaysia kept saying i look OLDER than my age :P
Today fly sky high d.. hahaha.
Then they asked where i live, and i told them the place n stuff n said i miss Malaysia, and they both said, "Wait, what, u just came here?" I said, "ya, just 2 months ago." And they said "Omg i thought u were local.. u fooled us Vivian!" HAHA XD damn it i didnt know i was good at faking it, hahaha.

Funny XD !!

my..lips?

it's 2.38 in the morning and im still awake cuz i cant sleep, since i slept so much today :P
i asked a friend to read my blog(cuz i was lazy to type) cuz he was asking wat i did today.
and he saw my pics n i got feedback like this..

ur lips are too cute.
they have nice curves
did anyone tell u u have beautiful lips?
it looks cute on u
ur picture expression is very funny.
u always give same look.
im not saying that u look bad or something. its just cute.

okay.... =_=" i'll think twice now before posting a pic onto my blog..
cuz then everyone'll start looking at my lips n start talking abt them, or they'll start staring at my face n see wat expression i give.. and see if i changed any expression..
LOL well sorry if i dono how to pose.. im not the "kawaii' type of girl..
not my fault :P im not the next American Next Top Model too XD hahaha..
just thought its funny cuz first time hearing someone commenting on my same-expressioned-pics, hahahaha so funny :P i never realized.. hehe.

Sunday..

Today's sunday, planned to go out to the city alone, to have a walk and stuff, but it rained heavily, and my lazy worms all crawled out :P so i just stayed under my blanket all day.
Woke up to take breakfast, then went back to bed n use the laptop.
I was telling Kimmy that i HAVE to go out, cuz i dont wanna die of radiation XD
But at the end i rather die of radiation than get out hahaha.. :P
No one talked to me except Kimmy and Victor, :( then they went off, i just stared at the screen dono wat to do. So i slept.

Ahhh ^__^ sleeping under blanket n hibernate in such cold weather is like the greatest thing ever. LOL. didn't wana get up. Then my stomach called for some food.. i had to get up to eat, if not i'll hav gastric again. >_<><) Anyway. im back home now... im gona juz go bak to bed. LOL. damn it i gotta exercise, or i'll gain weight!! arghh! im already fat i dont wana be polar bear!! always hibernate n eat only!! >_<

Can u give me 2 dollars please..!!

Yup, this is wat a girl asked me today in McDonalds.
I was using my laptop in McD today after school, and i put my handphone on the table so i could see who texted.
Usually at this time, there'll be a lot of school kids hanging around McD cuz its after school.
Let me tell u this.. :P i find them kinda scary hahaha cuz they'r so mature.
Well, they act mature but their brains are probably not XD LOL..
Most of the girls are in makeup. Yup. They put makeup when they go to school.
Long eye lashes, black eye liner, and they like dying their hair black.
I can see why its a trend here, it makes them look emo and cool i guess.
And they all look quite the same, all in uniforms, with the same makeup. Except size la XD..

And so i was sitting there watching youtube n downloading songs, and i saw 3 girls sitting there and this girl with dyed hair (altho its not black but i could see its not natural color) and a piercing on her nose went to ask a guy for 2 dollars. rudely.

That Asian guy walked into McD and she just sat there and shouted across the room "Excuse me, can u give me 2 dollars please!!" I think its probably there were only a few people in the room so she didnt care. That guy was surprised by wat she asked, but ignored her.

Then she walked to me, she said "Excuse me!" i pretended like i didnt hear her cuz i had my ipod on. And she came up to me and stood beside me, "Excuse me!!! Can you giv me 2 dollars please?" i said no. I mean, come on, ur 2 other frens are there, they dun hav 2 dollars?!
And she said "please, im hungry and i need 2 dollars!" and i shooked my head. She wont leave me alone. She stood there n poked 1 finger onto my keyboard. "Come on, it's just 2 dollars, im hungry." I ignored her. And she said "you're rich, see!! u got laptop and handphone! just giv me 2 dollars, or i'll touch ur laptop." And started tapping on my keyboard. "I said "Go away, go get someone else, im poor i dont hav 2 dollars. go ask someone else, go ask those guys over there" LOL it was kinda funny. Then she said "Giv me 2 dollars!!" I said NO and kept ignoring her. and she said "Im gona kill u!" And i just looked at her. And she did this sound effect "bang bang bang!" =_=" i shooked my head and she walked away. LOL. WTH >_<

She walked to this other guy n asked for 2 dollars and that guy said no and she went bak to her frens. then they left. i mean.. stupid right?! Childish.
I turned bak n continued watching my video, then only i could feel my heart beating. LOL.. i was telling myself "Omg, wat if she really pulled out a gun juz now..i'd be dead already XD" cuz there were a lot of these cases these days. U wont know wat kids nowadays will do. Seriously..

White Horse - Taylor Swift

if u wanna listen to this song, its on my Mr Teddy, its currently one of my fav!!

:)

Say you're sorry

That face of an angel comes out just when you need it to

As I pace back and forth all this time causeI honestly believed in you

Holdin' on, the days drag on

Stupid girl, I should have known, I should have known

That I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale

I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet, lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down

Now its too late for you and your white horse

To come around.

Maybe I was naïve,

Got lost in your eyes, i never really had a chance.

My mistake, I didn't know to be in love you had to fight to have the upperhand.

I had so many dreams about you and me.

Happy endings; Now I know.

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale

I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet, lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.

Now its too late for you and your white horse,

To come around.

And there you are on your knees

Begging for forgiveness, begging for me

Just like I always wanted, but I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess, this aint a fairytale

Im gonna find someone, some day

Who might actually treat me well.

This is a big world, that was a small town

There in my rearview mirror, disappearing now.

And it's too late for you and your white horse,

Now its too late for you and your white horse,

To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh

Try and catch me now

Whoa-Oh

It's too late

To catch me now.

In the library..

I'm sitting here in the school library..
Done for the day but i dun wana go home yet..
kinda sick of staying in my room starring at my laptop. >_< i'll go blind!! T-T I'm falling asleep.. Zzzz... to keep myself awake i've to come up to my blog n post something up. and its only 4.45! 15 more minutes and im out of here. for early dinner.. hah..i'll b hungry tonite, like i always did, cuz i started taking early dinner nowadays.. which is meant to be good for my diet, cuz ppl say if u dun wana grow any fatter, take early dinner, and u shouldnt eat after that. but... IT'S MAKING IT WORSE! i feel hungry at night :( i try not to eat but i get sooo hungry i cant sleep. i'd go downstairs n cook instant noodles n eat.. >_<
but i found a way now haha.. i bought a box of milk :D it tastes so good.
so if im hungry i'll just drink milk ^___^ muahaha.
my stomach dun feel so well these days.. keep getting something like gastric or stuff like dat, dono wats going on inside.

I've an assignment due this friday, its a short essay, 300 w0rds.. BUT I DONO HOW TO DO!
we need to analyze a piece of Beatles song n explain how this piece is inventive..????? n something to do with rhythm.. T-T omg.. I'm sorry mom n dad i hav a feeling i might fail a couple of subjects in this course.. lol.

I'm feeling the pressure frm school already, which is good.. but late.
i'll ask around for things i dont know, juz hope i dont piss my frens off.
and i need to start a study session with them cuz i know NOTHING!

Ok im goin off!! Library closing in 4 minutes. dono y they close so early :(
i'll update my blog again soon..
if i dont.. that means im busy with assignments... or being lazy, as usual :P heheh.

MUAX!

Pet Fever

As I'm sitting here at McD writing my blog,

I started thinking about the past.

All the sweet and sad memories laughing and crying inside my head,
made me look back those old pics i took.

Then those cute fluffy stuff caught my eyes.

Those pets.. Aww i miss those pets..

I miss my pet. And my cousin's pet.

Let's talk abt my cousin's pet.

This cute lil puppy called Nicky.

He LOVES me :D hehehe.

I always play with him when im at their house. hehe. well thats the main point :P

i will let him out frm the cage and run around the house playing with him.

He'd chase me and follow me everywhere i go. hehe.
ISN'T HE CUTE?!!

LOL HE'S JUZ TOOO CUTE TO RESIST!!

Next, MY OWN PET!!

It was given by a special friend, :D

my very first pet ever!

This cute hamster is called Chuen.

It's funny cuz he never bit me, but he bit my brother, LOL.

I still remember the day i had give it away.

I cried like shit.

It was a bit of a drama hahaha but I juz couldnt control myself.

I cried in the car on my way to my brother's friend,

he said he wants it, so ok..i had to giv it to him.

Then i cried in the car and my brother started scolding me and called me crazy,

and we started arguing in the car, until he banged into a car >_<

LOL. but we'r good. :P

I MISS CHUEN!!!

OH CRAP my batt is running low.. i'll go home n write another blog.

TIL THEN!

LOVE THOSE ANIMALS!