Weeee

Weee~~~
CNY holiday is over~
next week back to work.
did u all get a lot of angpaos?
im going to Cameron Highland early feb,
then going to KL mid of feb. ^^ so excited!!
20 more days til we meet :) hehe

A thousand knives

we argued today..
i hate this feeling.
i hate it when we argue.
it always makes me so sad and end up crying.

i guess distance is tearing us apart slowly.
we live different lives.
doing different things everytime.
thats how misunderstandings occur.

he said he doesnt feel my love as much anymore..
he said i dont care much about him anymore..
those words stabbed my heart like a thousand knives.

everyone knows that chinese new year is just a few days away.
now that im jobless, i always go shopping for chinese new year preparation with mom.
all the food and drinks for chinese new year.
chinese new year clothes..
maybe in his family, he didnt need to help preparing those things, cuz he got work.
but not in my family.
i have to clean my house, clean the car,
cook for my mom, wash the clothes.
cuz mom got work so im the one who's free to do these.
and we get so caught up preparing for chinese new year,
no time to talk or maybe asked less questions like "have u eaten? are u home yet?"
he thinks that i dont care abt him anymore :(
he should have stood in my position and try to understand me..
i love him so so sooo very much..
which part of it doesn't he understand?

if he's saying that i dont love him as much anymore based on these small things,
i have a lot to say about his way of expressing love to me too.
if you really love your girl..
dont u want her to be happy?
sometimes u can be the one who care for her first.
don't wait til she ask u.
you got work and you are very tired after work..
she got stuff to do and she's tired from it too..
sometimes i feel that his work is more important than me.
i don't really remember if he's every asked how my day was.
"how's ur day?" "wat did u do?" "did u enjoy your day?" never heard from his mouth before.
but he expects me to ask him these to show my caring to him.
he didn't know i've been out shopping for his secret valentines present for days, i still haven't chosen the right present for him.
seriously dislike this feeling right now.
i feel so sad and misunderstood :(
i tried to explain to him, he said "ok then, you win"
my heart straight away broken into pieces.
 T__T

Christina Perri - A Thousand Years

valentines day 2012

i want a special Valentines day!!!!
it's my first valentines day ever..i want it to be a surprise n special,
something that'll be kept in my memory forever.
i want whole day special.. dun wan just a drink or wat..


goooo..

plan!! blek.

happy chinese new year~~ !!

农历新年快到了，还剩下不到两个礼拜，
大家都买了新衣吗？
im so excited hehe, so happy >:D
everytime during chinese new year i get so excited,
cuz all my cousins and aunts and uncles will come back to penang from ipoh and butterworth.
we will dress up together with my cousins, "扮靓靓" hehe.
and we will go “拜年”, and also go Kek Lok Si at night, to look at the lights..
weeee....so happy, hehe. ^^

after CNY, early feb, we will go Cameron for a 2-day trip,
after that, i will go KL again.. :P
weeee... nice nice ^^

but after CNY im gonna have to start making my bro's room into a music studio for teaching.
and start taking in students.
cant wait~!! :)

:P

l.o.v.e

♥

2012

:D hehe, how did u guys count down and spent your last day of 2011?

mine was very special and i love it so much!

unforgettable :)

Vincent came to Penang to spend 3 days with me.

i took him to the beach on the first day,

it was 31st of December 2011, 

and we counted down by the beach,

watching fireworks together.

hahhaha look at him :P 

i buried his feet in the sand keke..

silly :P 

the fireworks were very beautiful,

but the person beside you means more at this special moment.

it was my happiest time ^^

throughout the rest of the 2 days, 

we went to quite a few places.

went for movies..

went for food..

oh he loves penang food so much ^^ haha..

im glad he likes it.

went to Straits Quay,

and also many places.

And also my house. :D

We spent some quality time together, 

hehe, missing him now.. :P 

i let him drive my mom's car one night, haha :P 

 this is me at home..with my teddy~

 muaackks :P 

miss ya <3

i hav to wait til february only get to see him again.. 

:( so sad..

but its ok, time flies :) 

im waiting n waiting... n waiting~~~~~ 

feb hurry come!!