Recipe for Long Distance Relationships

sorry its a bit small, but u can always click this picture and zoom in to read the words. cheers!

just sharing some pics..

would u do these wif me? ♥

totally me!! :P

who wanna be my cuddle partner? hehe..

63 days

OMG 63 days only!!! my diet plan!!!
i have to 加油 and NOT EAT!!
fighting fighting!!!

vincent sin i will not lose on the deal :P blek!!

first time..

There's a lot of "first times" i wanna get rid of.

too many things never try before..and i wanna try it someday..

wanna give away my "first time" hahaha..

Here's a list of things i wanna do.

- go to a concert(i've never been to a concert before)

- receive flowers ^^

- first romantic dance ♥

- first valentines (was usually with my mom during this day)

- first birthday with boyfriend

- first full-body-massage :D 

- writing a song to a person i love

- first shopping with boyfriend XD 

- first breakfast/lunch/dinner i make for him

- first swimming with him
-FIRST PET DOG!!

and lots of it. XD 

some, i cannot tell u, and the rest i cant think of it now..

but i will add it to the list when i think of another one.

♥

i want....

i want...
FOOOOOD!!!
craving for food. XD
i wanna eat dim sum.. egg tart, siu mai, har gao.. *droooling*
next time we go together ok?? pls pls pls???
so long never eat pizza also..LOL..
argghh feel like eating Malaysia's KFC cuz it taste better in malaysia..
i think maybe im hungry now thats y im craving for all kinds of food!!
wanna eat porridge too..
sot jor.. arghh...!!

i want...
SHOPPING!!!
saw those pretty clothes and summer dresses online, i wanna buy so badly..but no money yet..! .___.
Spent the whole night looking at them ahaha.. im insane.
i want pretty pretty dresses and bags, so long didnt go shopping already.
wanna dress up nicely :D hehe. it's spring, and soon it'll be summer!!
wanna dress up on the day i go back to malaysia too!! ♥
cant wait!!!

:(

INSOMNIAAAAA~~~~!!!!!!

I was so tired last night but COULDN'T FALL ASLEEP!!!
shut my eyes but my brain wont stop working, and it kept going on and on it just wouldn't switch off!!
arghh help me T___T

Temporary Home - Carrie Underwood

Love this song. Wanna sing it someday. :)
Hope you like it.

Today at work

hehe.

Today at work, there's this little boy around 4 or 5 years old i think, running around the restaurant.
There wasn't many people tonight, and his parents were talking to one of our staff, i guess he was bored so he ran around playing with himself.
Then he saw me cleaning up tables on the other side, and i saw him and i smiled at him, then continued cleaning the table. Then he ran up to me and asked with his cute cute voice, "Do you need help??" Awwww.. soo sweet~~~~~ :P  i just said "ohh it's alright ^_^ " and then he went off to play. hahahaha so cute.

Cam-whoring2 hehe~

So my "next time" from my previous post is like 5 seconds apart from it.
cuz i am eager to show u the pics!!! XD
these were taken with my friends in the city a week ago..when we hung out outside the state library, where everyone passing stared at us taking photos for nearly 45 minutes so there were tons of photos from that day. hahahaha...!!! but i wont post all of them up, u'll only see some.
SOOOO here u go :P

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"L"

"O"

"V"

"E"

"♥" 

Love these girls in melbourne, we are getting closer and closer spending so much time together but im going back sooner and sooner :( so sad.
hope i get to see them again after i go back to malaysia.
lots of love. xoxo

Cam-whoring hehe~

hehe..girls love cam-whoring.. and i have to admit sometimes i love it too. especially with iphone.
i don't have an iphone, but whenever my friends take theirs out for some "self-potrait" photo shooting session(a.k.a cam-whoring), i'll be standing beside them ho ho ho~~
So here are some pics we took last night. I love black and white photos.. or the type that looks like old or colours that looks like their fading away, hehe..

More to come. here are just some of our photos. i'll upload more photos the next time.

cheeerss!! :D 

xoxoxoxo 

what a night..

Soo tired...i just reach home from friend's house doing some work and preparation for an event coming Friday.
Me and my friend, both of us didnt sleep the whole night, doing all those stuff that we needed to do, we're in a team of total of 7 people, but just me and that girl showed up(another girl showed up too but she didnt do much, played xbox with the guys and left early), the rest of the people (there were like 5 other guys but they're not in our team) in that house, all shouting and playing with their Xbox..

That girl and I, we started from around 10pm, didnt even stop to play or waste time.. spent more than 7 hours on those work til 5 something in the morning. TIRED LIKE SHIT!!
the guys came over once in a while to ask if we are ok, and helped us with some cutting(we're actually doing stuffs for decorations for an event). the guys played 5 or 6 different games while the two of us trying hard not to swear cuz we had to do all the work since they'r not really good with arts :P

Went to McDonalds for breakfast after that.. and now im home.. and i have classes from 9-3pm which is like..2 hours frm now.. but im soooo tired !!!! shall i go sleep then go to the afternoon class..or shall i go to class now? :( *sigh*

im gonna faint.. @_@

Durian paradise!!

Last night at work, Uncle Jeffrey(a chef in my restaurant) took out a box of ice-cream and some cakes.
"Try some" he said, then a heavy durian smell flew to my nose.
Wow durian flavored ice-cream and cakes!!!
I never had the guts to try them, haha, cuz I never thought Durian ice-cream and cakes would taste nice,
I mean, i eat durian, but i always thought this combination is weird..just like how some people like to dip their McD fries into their McD ice-cream.. its..weird!!!!
But i tried it anyway, the durian ice-cream and cakes. haha.
"did u make these urself??" I asked.
"yeah" he replied.
WOW..i know he's good with cakes and desserts but never thought with durian cakes and he makes ice-cream too!!!  sometimes the cakes he makes.. not so nice hehe..but shhhhh~~~~ dun tell him.
anyway, i tried.


The durian ice-cream...YUMMMYYYY~~~~!! first time trying durian ice-cream it was soo goood..
he made it so creamy~ and while i was enjoying it, i looked at him with a mouthful of ice cream and said "so goooood~~~~~~!!" and he smiled. Then he said "its the durian, the durian is very good" he said it like "its not my fault..its the durian's fault" hahaha XD
After i finished the ice-cream, i took a piece of durian cake too, it tasted like cheese cake, but with durian flavor..and its sooo creamy tooo!! so yummy~~~~
All my bad mood gone just like this.. hehe.
A piece of cake or some ice-cream brightens sad souls..
hehe XD




then after work when my boss's son drove me home, Auntie Karen(another chef, boss's wife) burped.. O_O
and the whole car smelled like durian omg.. THIS.. is just... eewww ._.

a couple of my favourites

wanna share a couple of korean songs with you, maybe u'll like it maybe u wont.

the first one is slow/sad type of song, i love it~~~!!!
its quiet at the beginnning and throughout the song it grows larger and larger until it sounds so full..!!
then it quiets down again at the end. yes! it's one of my favorite!! totally MY type of song :P
바람이 분다-Lee So Ra  (The Wind is Blowing - Lee So Ra)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJai3PkZl3M

the other one is sooooo freaking hard to find!!!!!!!arrrghhh!~~!!! >_<
its called Mareuseyu by Jaejooboys or Jaejoo Sonyeon.
:( i have the music but i dont know how to share with u guys..i've looked everywhere in youtube juz couldnt find it. so..too bad :(

비비안

안녕하세요~ 나는비비안입니다 ^__^


Haha, went to Korean yesterday, with 3 of my friends.
I LOVE korean languange, and korean food, and korean guys hehe. XD
so we found out about this class, its free..u just need to donate some money. 
But they only offer a few lessons, cuz this class is organized by a few Korean uni students, and they'll stop after 2 weeks cuz exam's near. 


So we went to this class, it was so fun haha..(the korean teacher was pretty too haha)
And we started cam-whoring as usual Hahhaha!!! :P

The teacher asked if we wanna join them after class for Korean food next week.
TEMPTING...but i'm not sure if we're going or not cuz some girls dont wanna go. 
hehe..i wanna be able to speak korean!!!


난 정말 행복 해요..
ㅋㅋㅋ..
사링해요~ ♥

♥

i'm glad i found u ♥

My new friend

Let me introduce you to my new friend, Ms Cactus!!! :D 

 

Isn't she cute? haha..

Bought it this morning at Victoria Market for 5 dollars.

Finally a living thing in my room(other than me of course).

"Water it once a week and leave it by the window where it can get sunlight." the guy told me as I was paying him. Then i realize that the window in my room is very high and it doesnt allow much sunlight shining in :( 

I guess the cactus just has to survive the days without sunlight.. like me. 

Unless i bring her for a walk in the park or garden to meet her friends and get some sunlight and maybe picnic with her friends isn't a bad idea too. 

Then i'll be the only person in the world who brings her plant for a walk.

And people will think that i'm crazy. .__.

Sorry Ms. Cactus i guess u are stuck with me. :D

Getting old~~~

okaaayyyyyy maybe this might be a bit too much info.. but..
now my butt muscles hurt... hehe.

Nightmare T__T

This morning i jumped up from my bed and my heart was beating really fast.

I had a terrible nightmare. It was so scary and so real!!

I dreamed that me and my mom and brother we were all in my mom's room,

and there were 2 lions in our house, one male one female LOL..

we locked ourselves quietly in our room trying to hide from them,

and they were in the next room.

and my mom's room and the next room were connected with a toilet. (my house doesnt even look like that)

So mom wanted to check if they were still in the other room, so she opened the door quietly to check, and straight away i heard a big roar and the lion ate her arm off as if it was waiting for her quietly in the toilet, expecting her. And then she was sitting on the toilet moaning, and there was blood everywhere.

Thats when i opened my eyes in shock and my heart was beating wildly..

omg so scary T__T please don't tell my mom this.

i was so scared to go back to sleep, cuz i was scared i might dream the same thing again,

then i waited..but fell asleep anyway hehe..

and this time i was dreaming of Vincent, haha, dreamed that he got home early from work today (he told me he'll be home late), and he's reading my blog!!! Reading and laughing and telling me it's very interesting and funny, and he always say "很搞怪", hehe how silly.

p.s. my legs muscles sore so badly after playing badminton yesterday, T__T

Man's Best Friend

I like taking the public transport sometimes..especially the bus, or the tram..

where you can look out the window and watch passing trees, passing houses, and passing people.

It can make u think about a lot of stuff.

So I was on my way to play badminton with some friends today,

and on the bus, i passed by a field.

I saw a man playing with his dog.

It was a black dog, and they were playing with a ball.

Looking at them made me start thinking about friends throughout our lives.

If every friend was as loyal as a dog, then maybe we would live lives happier.

Dogs are loyal.

Their title "Men's best friend" doesn't come without a reason.

They don't have smart brains like ours, or maybe "complicated" is a better word to describe it.

They feel with their hearts, not their brains. Not like how we would evaluate with our brains.

They don't care if you are rich, don't care if you are poor.

As long as you treat them with all your heart, they can feel it, and they know it.

They'll be by your side when you need them, til the day they die.

they won't leave you just because you've turned old and ugly, they don't care how handsome you are.

Not like humans.

We sometimes tell people..you have to be careful when you choose friends.

Some friends can betray you and stab you at the back.

Some friends have two faces, they'll be so nice to you, and talk bad behind you too.

And i have to admit that no one is perfect, i sometimes do that too..hehe.

But i try not to. It's bad ._.

Anyway back to the topic. :P

So while you are trying to be careful when choosing friends, do u not notice that other people are looking at you and having the same thought too?

Everyone's so afraid of being cheated and so afraid of losing, lack of..hmm..what's the word..? TRUST.

Dogs don't care. They don't go like.."omg i have to be careful when choosing friends." lol..

They trust you, believing that you'll be there for them when they need you, treat them with all your heart.

Some friends take advantage of you.

Maybe you're richer, maybe you have more friends,

maybe you are hotter, maybe you are funny.

Some friends only come to you when they need your help.

and when they don't, you might be the last person on their list to call up for lunch or dinner.

Sometimes these friends won't even come to help you when you need someone in return.

But dogs or other animals won't do this. They are like your reflection.

If you treat them good, they will be good to you.

If you treat them bad, of course they will strike back.

Haha, i remember being so loving to my little hamster when i still had it,

and when i held it in my hands, he'd be so still and nice,

but when my brother tried to touch him, he bit my brother, lol!!

Cuz my brother had always tried to scare and frighten the poor thing.

So yeah, they wont go like "omg i'm hungry i need food, let's act nice and pretend that i like this person so he can give me treats". hhahaha, no they don't do that!

Only we humans do it, and we don't even realize we did it!!

We always put on fake expressions as our masks to hide our true feelings acting and pretending, so we can get what we want.

Our brains are far too complicated, calculating on how nice i should treat this person, trying to balance up on what we give and what we get in return, hiding secrets and lies so i don't "lose face" and thinking of wat good will i get if i befriend with this person.

This might be a bit harsh, but there's a Chinese description called “禽兽都不如”. It means "lower than an animal" or "worse than an animal". Are we?

Have you ever thought that..since everyone's saying that life is unfair..

Why do we have to be so bloody fair when it comes to friendship, relationship, or how we treat others? Don't you think that life would be much easier and happier if we stop waiting for wat we'll get..and start giving generously?

"What can I give to mother nature", not "i need toilet paper from the trees for my ass". XD

"What can i give to my parents", not "maybe a car for my birthday?"

"what can i give to this begger", not "OMG he stinks run away!"

"what can i give to my friend", not "hey nice shoes, can you lend me?"

We should stop thinking about ourselves, and start thinking about others.

Maybe then the world would be peaceful, no war, no terrorists.

Maybe the world would be a better place.

p.s. how did "Men's Best Friend" end up with world peace?

p.p.s. I am awesome XD HAHAHA

Just my luck

Everything seems to be going smoothly these days, i'm so happy :)

i wanted to exercise, but don't really like jogging alone by the street out of nowhere,

wanted to go to the gym but afraid its gonna be expensive, so i didn't go.

Then now my friend told me there's gym in her house, and told me i could go there anytime as long as she's home, and it's free! :D i'm so lucky.

And also i wanted to learn Korean so badly, so i was thinking i could wait til i go back to Malaysia then i can study Korean there, having this thought that maybe the classes in Malaysia would be cheaper than Australia. But another friend told me about this class she went last week, it's free, u just need to donate some gold coins for each class u go, YESHHH!!! and straight away I told her i'm going to the class next week with her. hehe.

Seems like things are going quite smoothly these days, i'm so lucky. And lets hope for the best that i don't fail my family by the end of this year during exams. :P

I have to keep telling myself and believing that I CAN DO IT!!

I CAN DO IT!!

:D

Arrghhh this song makes me so happy everytime i get on to my blog.

Banmal Song ^__^

Just wanna let u know. Hehe.

Please go download whoever doesn't have it.

YOU'LL LOVE IT!!

SLIM SLIM SLIM!!

I need to go on a diet!!! :P

Im getting fatter and fatter omg.

I need to lose some weight before i go back.

I WILL HIT MY TARGET, VINCENT SIN!! blek~

no matter wat!!!

and i will think of more rules to add into our deal.

DEAL!!!

Friends

after almost 2 years away from this blog, i'm finally back again, hehe..

a lot happened after i stopped writing.

I stopped writing because of my assignments and studies.

Became too busy after that, so I stopped, and now i'm back into writing again, i hope this time for long :P hehe.

I'm going home soon :)

FINALLY!!

I'm so glad ^__^

this is my 3rd year in Melbourne, and I survived loneliness and now i'm finally going home to reunite with my family and friends :D

but of course I feel sad leaving Melbourne too, afterall, I've stayed here for 3 years.

I need to take some good photos before i go back.

and also my friends, I made some new friends a few months back, and they are all Malaysians.

Kinda regret meeting them so late, and now thinking that I'm going back soon, i'm leaving my friends again. I never had a long-term friend. Except for Kimmy who lives in Singapore and sometimes Sabien who's in UK with her husband will talk to me, and Kingkong when he's bored. :) i'm glad. My other malaysian friends from penang, we never chat online.

People come and people go. Nothing lasts forever. That's what i learned.

From the day i went to china with my family and made friends, til this day i'm in melbourne with my new friends, I know that "friends forever" are said very easily, but hard to be.

Thinking that I'm going back to malaysia, to start a new life, it'll be a lonely road ahead. But you'll be with me right? :) You know who u are. ^__^

Here are some pics of me and my friends in melbourne.

And how i actually look, and changed. hahaha.

these are just some of my friends from the gang ^^

This is my darling Hwa Ling, hahaha!

This is andrew.

this is yee min.

and again my darling :D

Will update more photos next time :)

I AM BACK!!

I AM BACK!!! :)

after 2 years ._.