T__T

 i woke up in shock today.
Kelvin called me, thats why i woke up to pick up his call.
and was shock to see that it was 2.30pm!!!
I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO YUM CHA AT 11.30am!!!!!!!!
so i answered the phone and gave a loud "OMG" to Kelvin..
and he said "you still sleeping?!" 
yeah i was T__T
and he said "we just finish eating half an hour ago"
i wanted to cry out d..
how can i miss something that i've been waiting for such a long time!!
i cant believe i missed yum cha!!
but that goodness they all ate.. 
if they waited for me til 2 something, i'll feel super guilty.


Couldn't sleep last night.. i only fell asleep at 8 something this morning. 
And my phone was on silent. 
Maybe it's because i only fell asleep a couple of hours before they called, 
i was sooo deeply asleep that time. and my phone was on silent, i didn't hear it vibrate at all!!
12 missed calls and 12 messages..i didn't hear them all!!
I tried to call my darling and cuz i heard frm kelvin that she's grocery shopping near my house with her bf..
so i called her and left her a message..and apologize for not making to yum cha.
she din pick up or reply.
so i asked my other fren who was with her to ask her to chek her phone.
and still she din reply.
haih...T__T my darling dump me d...
since she got bf now.. she never hang out alone with me d.
asked her out yesterday, she said she's busy. so i tot she had work, didn't dare to disturb her..
and then she asked me to go out on wednesday(today), she asked me last week. but then she said she's not very sure if she's free, but will confirm with me again. so i waited and waited.. til now she din say a word abt hanging out.. then i found out that she didnt have work yesterday , she was out with bf whole day yesterday.. i understand that she wanna go "pak toh" with bf.. so i din say anything.. but then i found out again that today she dun need to work..i was a bit sad loh..she din even think of me, i guess she's reserving today for her bf as well.. :( so sad. 
last time before they got together, she'd always hang out with me, wont go anywhere without me..
now? she's going everywhere without me.. T___T 
YeeMin went back to malaysia.. now my darling also dump me, now only left the girl who lives very far away frm me..but she cant always hang out too. suddenly feel very lonely all of the sudden.. feeling lonely all over again. haih...


and i still cant believe i missed yum cha T__T